Otep – Autopsy Song (House Of Secrets 2004)

...open wide, look inside
At my autopsy

I feel like a woman
I feel like i care
I feel like i shouldn't
I feel like a child of despair

I feel like it's over
I feel like it's coming after me
I feel like it's closer
I feel like this is all i'll ever be

I feel like a failure
I feel like a hungry parasite
I feel like a razor
I feel like a prayer lost in flight

I feel like ...
I'm hopeless

I'm afraid i'm a slave
I'm weak & average

I feel like a hammer
I feel like a nail
I feel like i'm guilty
I feel like the wrist that it impales
I feel like a butcher
I feel like i'm being deceived
I feel like a beautiful loser
I feel like all you sheep are laughing AT ME!!

OPEN WIDE
LOOK INSIDE
AT MY AUTOPSY

Look inside open wide
Look inside open wide

I feel i'm a complete waste of time
I feel i'm transparent
I feel like i can't escape my mind